March 24, 2014

• Please don't make me

  I really don't want to be social. I think I'm still tired from yesterday's half marathon, either that or early PMS. Please don't be early PMS, the worst thing is running a race with a period.

  I have zero motivation for this job and I used up all my motivation yesterday to keep myself going after starting the race way too fast. Today was supposed to be a restricted day but decided to not limit myself while I'm in pain and in this state.

  It's like I have a wound up ball in my body and the spring is about to break. It's anger and I must keep it tied down until it passes.

  I guess I'm angry that my run was not enjoyable and little was gained. Maybe writing it down will let the anger go or maybe finding a metaphorical way to release it.

  • 10:51 pm
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