June 4, 2014
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Fighting my aloneness
Does anyone else get this way?
I bought two tickets to one of my favorite singer/artists for this Thursday night at the chapel thinking I'd decide later if/who to bring. I waffle with being ok with going alone and also wanting someone to enjoy the experience with. I asked one friend to go, she said no. I asked another friend to go and she said no. I asked another friend to go but she hasn't responded to me (I'm afraid I've lost her as a friend since we/I haven't been running).
I should just go alone and enjoy the time to myself. The only other person I would enjoy the event with is Luv but we aren't much of friends anymore.
I signed up for a cooking class... Alone. It will be three preparations of wild salmon and it's the same day as a company party, that I will be attending alone as well probably.
