September 29, 2014
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Forlorn
Been awhile since I've written here. I'm going through some tough shit right now. Hard to get out the door. Don't want to interact with anyone because my emotions are drained and my strength is gone.
Susceptible and vulnerable are not the world I am comfortable with.
I hope the sun comes out and my mind can get me out the door one more time today, for a run.
I'm learning way too much about myself in a short timeframe and taking steps to stop the vicious cycles I was in is taking all my strength.
I'm grateful for SF and my friends.